WOW God is truly blessing! I woke up this morning with mind on Jesus. I always heard the deacons sing the song, and I'd sing along. But never could I really get into like they were. But this morning and the past few mornings, I woke up thinking about God and all that He doing in my life. I use to wake up and look at the ceiling thinking about everything "I" had to do for the day. Yet, this morning, all I could think about was "what would you have me to do next Lord. How can I serve you today?" This shows how far I have really come.
There was apart of my life that I just would not let go of during my transformation. There was a friend of mine that I wanted to keep around me forever...and I knew God was telling me to let that friend go right now. I just couldn't. I enjoyed this person's company, however this person was that link to everything I was doing wrong in life. Everyday God would tell me to let this person go. I thought if I shared my beliefs and maybe share the goodness of the Lord then this person would transform and be like me.
I could see that things were begining to line up for me, but I was still straddling the fence and being stubborn and would not let go. So, God did what he had to do. If I wasn't going to let this person go, then He would do it for me. So yesterday I recieve a call from my friend saying they wont be talking to me anymore. Just like that..."I wont be calling or hanging out with you anymore..."
I wasn't sure how to respond. My words were limited. I knew what it was. I didn't fight it, I really just said, "OK". It was a relief. I hate it happen that way, but it did. Sometimes God will step in and do what He has been telling you to do.
Philippians 3
17 -19Stick with me, friends. Keep track of those you see running this same course, headed for this same goal. There are many out there taking other paths, choosing other goals, and trying to get you to go along with them. I've warned you of them many times; sadly, I'm having to do it again. All they want is easy street. They hate Christ's Cross. But easy street is a dead-end street. Those who live there make their bellies their gods; belches are their praise; all they can think of is their appetites.
So when I woke up this morning, I felt like everything required of me up to this point has been fulfilled (with a little help lol). What next Lord?
Until Next time...
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